I have finally pass my BMT. Even i can't believe it, plus some of my friends in my unit believe that i cant pass my bmt, even myself. But now they are wrong, even i was wrong too. I have complete this challenge, thanks to some help from my friends that kept on cheering me on. And thanks to this line as well.

"Believe it can be done. When you believe something can be done, really believe, your mind will find the ways to do it." - David J. Schwartz.


And 1 more thing, Everyone needs money to 'fix' up their body. But THINK not everyone is so rich like you, they have to spend they money wisely. Not like you, you can spend like $400+ on a PSP or something else and act it in FRONT of US because you guys are rich you don't really care much about it, while us still working for our life. 


For the past 19 years and 3 months and 3 days, i was born like this, i never liked it at all, and yet you guys still make fun of me, making me look like a bloody fool in front of all of you.

IF you can just step into my life for 24 hours, you will know how its like to be me.


Ended At 30/05/08 11.55PM 

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Why are good girls hard to find nowadays? Sigh,not like i freally like to say this but really, why? Well never mind, creating false rumors and story was my idea of breaking up with all of you. And most of you fall for it. That's the way i want it. It's been 5 months already. I cant blame all of you because it's my idea to get your attention. Yeah i'm one of those attention seeker, one of the most annoying one that you had find. Let's just let fate and destiny decided whenever we will still see each other in the future. And maybe have a chat. Why do i want your attention? well, i have been trying to talk to you guys on the guild chat but everytime i typed out something my message will be ignored and you people will chat with other people around you instead of me...


Now is someone even reading this...


Ended At 23/05/08 2.37PM

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When the CDS (me) fall everyone out at around 5.15pm. I was still at the camp office with OC. No more other people. And im a busy guy today, i make tons of phone calls to my friends in the unit to tell them something important, last minute thing.. Anyway, i have finally left camp at about 2200 Hrs. And the OC gives me a ride home in his car.

Oh God Im Tired...



Ended At 20/03/08 11.40PM

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For your info, don't talk big.

NOW, i donn't give a damn if you bloody cares or not.

Try me, YOU bloody BASTARD.

I BELIEVE, ITS MY OWN CHOICE TO FLAME, SO GET OUT OF MY FACE.

LASTLY, BITCH, I BELIEVE I CAN WRITE WHATEVER I WANT HERE. OH FUCK IT.


Ended At 7th March, 11.23PM

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Less than 27 more hours left...

And its my 19th lonelysome birthday celebrated by myself... no guest... no friends... no cake... no present... no party...

Just Me, Myself And I...



Is anyone outing there still reading this? Sigh...

Oh well let the record keep on going...


Till the end...

Ended at 25/02/08 9.16PM

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I felt so 'left out'... or maybe i am... Im always left out on every outing... Every 'PRIVATE' outing... Total Bullshit. Fine then, go ahead and FOREVER don't invite me. BULL SHIT. LAME EXCUSES.

Ended on 11/2/08 7.32PM

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26 January 2008

Thanks for those who came. Even thru its a last outing, only lumbo and ting came for this. I cancelled the outing because there are too few people, and we left at 12pm and go our own ways. Went to bunk-ed, saw ting there (cos she is going bunk too =.=) then later saw clar at bunk too, left bunk and went to Lot 1, play-ed some id4 racing and left at around 8 plus.

What a day to 'enjoy' myself for leaving.
Whatever, just a few more days then im finally 'gone' , disappear from everyone.




Band - Songs

5566 - Wo Nan Guo
5566 - Without Your Love
JJ Lin - Mu Nai Yi
Symbol - Forever Young
Snow Patrol - Chasing Car
Dave Rodgers - The Race Is Over

Listening to them as i walk away from you all... I am leaving...



Ended at 10.48PM 26/1/08

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